follow your green light home.

30th Jul

I don’t believe in you anymore.

I don’t believe in us.
And that terrifies me, because I never thought id doubt you.

29th Jul

One step forward and two steps back,

And that’s how it seems to always be. I can’t catch a break, can’t get out of my own way. I’m just looking for something to make me happy and to fill this void but everything is missing.

So many pieces of me are missing. Where did I go?

28th Jul
But if these years have taught me anything it is this: you can never run away. Not ever. The only way out is in.
— Junot Díaz, The Brief Wondrous Life of Oscar Wao (via adderalldust)

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Why do I feel so fucking worthless all the time?

Forever second best.

27th Jul

2:30 am

I will forever be jealous of those who don’t have to wake up every day knowing that they are miles apart from the ones that they love most.

I just wish it was simple, I wish it was easy. But I know what I want and who I want it to be with, and I feel like that should count for something.

I am just looking to be whole again. 

26th Jul
Call me at 4 am, and tell me it’s because you want to hear my voice.
— (via acceptvnce)

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langleav:

Love & Misadventure is available online via Amazon, BN.com + The Book Depositoryand Barnes & Noble, Kinokuniya, Books Actually, Fully Booked, Dymocks, Liberty Books and other good book stores worldwide.
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langleav:

Love & Misadventure is available online via AmazonBN.com + The Book Depositoryand Barnes & Noble, Kinokuniya, Books Actually, Fully Booked, Dymocks, Liberty Books and other good book stores worldwide.

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25th Jul

I can be happy, too.

Sometimes I forget that I deserve it just as much as the next person.

But just because I’ve lost many battles, doesn’t mean I should stop fighting. Because I know what I want out of this world and settling isn’t an option. It isn’t for me; it shouldn’t be for anybody.

22nd Jul
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teenjalex:

I really hate being an introvert because I sometimes think “oh hey, I can totally hang out with a bunch of people right now! I can handle it! I hate being alone!!” and then three hours into hanging out I realize how draining of energy it is for me to be around other people and I just want to curl up into a ball and isolate myself for the rest of my life.

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It hurts wanting something so badly, and not knowing if it can ever truly be yours.

And I don’t know how to let go. I don’t know how to do any of this anymore.

I don’t know anything.

I want us to last,

I don’t wanna have a great, amazing couple of months and then all of a sudden its over. I don’t want to experience the feeling of being lost, confused, and hurt all over again. I wanna be with you. And I want us to last, no matter how hard any situation is, no matter what/who comes between us.

I don’t want you to go away.

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21st Jul

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20th Jul
If you look at the fact that you have a roof over your head, food to eat, that you are young and beautiful and live in a peaceful land, then no, you have nothing to be sad about. But the fact is, we are not only a physical body, we have souls too, and sometimes our souls get sick. If you break a leg you don’t just say ‘I have no reason to have a broken leg’ and ignore it; you seek help. It’s the same when your soul gets hurt. Don’t apologize for being sad.
— My doctor when I told her I had no reason to be sad (via laceupyourshoes)

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